Exploring

While dad was working mum and Eva have been exploring the stunning town of Bath, it is a truly amazing place and if you are ever visiting the UK it is another of those must see places. If I can convince Karen it may end up being a place of residence for a while, that obviously depends greatly on how life pans out.

Karen is feeling really rough today, as much as the chemo is helping it is wearing her down to point where today she will be lucky to even get out, it frustrates the hell out of her and we struggle for moments not affected by the disease.

As much as we refuse to give in the things we all take for granted like waking up and actually being able to or having the will to get out of bed, seeing the sun is shining and not having the energy to venture outside and enjoy it become near impossible.

Karen always puts on a brave face to friends, family and visitors and only when she is alone again does she let show how she truly feels, it is harrowing, upsetting and heart breaking.

The christening is around the corner and only a month ago we didn't believe all three of us would get there, we are looking forward to having all those together that can be and celebrating the moment.