Eva settles; Karen fights

Morning, A quick update before I go to the hospital. Eva is really settled other than when she wants food or her nappy changed and then she is really good at letting you know, what a lady. On and even more importantly Eva, she came out of NICU and is now in high dependency, no breathing assistance and almost at full feeds so hoping within a couple of days they can ditch the drip, Karen, just hittiing the post chemo blues and as of this morning feeling like shit, hopefully it wont be so bad this time with the reduced weekly instead of three weekly regime but when I just spoke to her it she was feeling like rubbish and had rung to see how Eva was and that was it, so bluntly she is feeling as bad as last time, it really is f _ _ ked this chemo stuff, we know it is to make her better but when you see what is does in the process it breaks your heart.